Let me take you all through the background of this shit pile. Although I must start with an insincere apology for the poor choice of words I shall have while I express some hard emotions. I don't intend to incite vulgarity or any dramatic response; I am simply fed up with the direct impact of Indian caste system and I want to express my disgust. And a close friend suggested why don't I blog about all this instead of bothering only them.
I am in love with this beautiful girl, we have been dating for about 5 years now and we want to get married. We have been trying to get married for last one and a half year and it all seems so very hard and unreasonable to get my family along. I have always had the choice to walk out and get married in a court. I can. My girl and I however wish if we can have our families by our side; simply out of love and for the future (I am the only son of my parents and I would like to take care of them when the get old, in fact they already are old, they are in their early sixties and I am... well I wan to talk about me in my next post)
So in short this blog is about these last two years, about the horrible shit I had to put up with, it's about the sick conversations I had had with my parents and it is about how I have reacted by taking sweet relief in arms of alcohol and dark thoughts (which make up for such a nice distraction). Now as I try to fight alcohol away (although I am not that hard an alcoholic, but I can't be so sure) while I fight and reason for my life, for my love and for the right thing, I want to express and share.
This is what this blog is about.
